| a really eventful year is coming to an end...
how time flies... last year this time I wasn't a very happy gal... thru out this yr, there were ups and downs(very very bad downs) so many times in this year I felt so alone.... so many times I questioned my purpose here.... However, many times this year too... I found true friendships I found out how to love (and when to love).... i learnt to love and cherish ppl ard me and cherish myself.... This year I learnt to dance and I learnt to sing I worked and learn to be more mature (tho I am still very childish in behaviour i know!!) I am thankful for this year... coz I made many true frens.... coz I haf many nice encounters... I am really a much much happier gal after this one year of turbulence... I am glad for now... life is peaceful n not boring... =) |
| "A mind so clouded
with thots it's flooded In the midst of romance, confusion araise The feeling of love so deep with fear so coupled really leave the flooded mind so very clouded. The heart is clear, without a tear, with no fear Yet the mind is blurred like drunken by beer The sane heart knows where it belongs even when insane The drunkened mind knows not where to go even when awake For the mind is so clouded.... so tired.... willing so much to retired..." - from somewhere out there Love is known as affair of the heart hence shld not be confused by the mind.... isn't tt so??? Yet life is so practical..... the smart all rule by the mind....... Henceforth once again I prove only fools fall in love...... correction....... Falling in love makes one a fool....... haha......... juz some view points from a gal who's never been in love much........ n terribly bored at home now..... haha...... |
| Phantom of the OperA is so So nicE!!!!!!!!
Love the musiC! Tho I surrendered to the sleeP angelS half way thru.... I muz clarify tt it's not the phantom's fault. Finally I am home one whole day. Tried to do my report... not very successful tho... manage to do the 1st 2 pages (yah inclusive of the cover) only..=P "Face the reality, escaping is no use. Watever will be will be. Follow thy heart. Follow thy will. Trust thyself. The Brave facEs reality in ThE eyes. The Coward facEs reaLitY's masKs. and masks will be masks.... fake, fragments of imagination, deemed to fall apart in the end, Into paper n paint" -anonymous I think I am very very spiteful.... tt's bad I think I am very very stubborn..tt's bad I think I am very very silly.......... tt's bad I think I am very very selfish..... tt's bad I think I think too much...............tt's bad =P
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It's xmas time again...
another year's past....
last xmas was a eventful one
This xmas is a happy one... =)
Xmas is a season of giving...
I haven't been giving much tho I've received alot...
I'd like to thank all who've given me presents in watever form (including time and morale support...)
I miss my frenz.... haven't been able to meet them coz everyone's bz.... hope to meet them soon.. =)
slept at 6 this morning... w a huge huge monkey beside me... really not very easy to sleep... hee..
but in the aircon.... having that orangutan beside me is nice....Din see santa on xmas but saw him on xmas eve eve.... even took a pic... mrs santa was there too...
Carols haf always been part of my xmas.... this yr... it's not sang by me.... This yr... carols are not perfectly sang and heard in shopping malls....
I din receive much gifts on xmas eve but i received alot before xmas eve.....and an esp huge one 4 days b4 xmas....
Bz bz... so bz these days
But me happY....
Hope that I can finish my presentation n do it well...
I know I shld be doing my powerpt instead of crapping here... but my mind's really exhausted...
thinking so much....
never stop thinking....
abt work...
abt life....
abt family...
abt money...
abt friends...
abt my passion....
abt love...
WOrk is never ending
Family is always there
Money is never enough
Friends are friends coz they are friends
Passion is music is song is rhythum is melody is the beat is the one thing i'd spend my time on
Love is the feeling of caring for a person(nt juz kpoing)... missing a person (nt juz thinking)... smiling at his sms(nt juz purely replying)... laughing at his cold joke(nt being irritated)... juz feeling safe n happy with him ard (nt unsure and troubled)...... juz a feelin(undefined)...
Hmm... will I find him someday....
I'd find my love, keep all my friends, love my family, maintain my cashflow, and now is time to finish my work.... hahaha...
| FallinG DowN and FallinG in Love are diffeRent..........
Falling DowN hurTs................. FallinG in LovE dUn................. |
People meet in different circumstances and interesting and unexpected the way i met this fren....
this is from him.... a really nice view pt abt love....
one so apt... so true... yet so difficult to become true....
One day, Socrates asked his teacher Plato, "What is love?"
Plato told him, "Go through the wheat field once, never turning back. Pick the tallest wheat you can find and bring it back."
Socrates went through the wheat field but came back empty-handed.
Plato asked why. Socrates explained, "While I was walking through the field, I spotted a tall wheat plant. But I fear there may be a taller one behind. So I decided to forgo the first one. Alas, there was none taller one behind. So I came back with nothing."
Plato then told Socrates again, "Go through the woods once, never turning back. Choose the best tree you can find and bring it back."
Socrates went through the woods. This time round, he came back with an average-looking tree.
Plato asked why. Socrates explained, "While I was walking through the woods, I spotted this tree. It may not be the most beautiful or the most sturdy, but it was good in my eyes. And I fear there may not be another one like it further down. So I decided to bring back this one."
Plato then said, "And thus this is love."
| To foRgiF onE whO huRt me............................
I am Magnanimous?? Juz forGetfuL maYbe..... I aM sO bleSSed to haF forgEtfuLness in My geNes.... Juz dun reMinD me.... |
This is for reminding myself....
the ribbon was sprayed w narciso rodriguez....
My destination is juz 3 bus stops away....
Y did I wait??
waiting........
5mins...............
Bus B came.
I did not board.
That goes to another stop near my destination but not as close as the stop for Bus A, the bus that I am waiting for.
waiting......
10mins..............
Bus C came.
I did not board.
This one stops nearer than Bus B but it is not Bus A!!!!
waiting......
20mins...............
Another Bus B came.
I did not board.
I said I'd take Bus A! soon soon soon.... it'd be here soon....
the longer I wait the closer it is to seeing it.....
waiting......
25mins.............
ANother Bus C came and stop in front of me.
Y wait?????
I did not board.
I've already waited for so long... juz wait a while more...
waiting.....
30mins..............
Bus A!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I board.
Only one seat left.
Juz nice for me.
The sky haf turned into a nice sapphire blue... my favorite time of the sky.....
Finally I am on Bus A. Such a long wait.
The feeling of getting something after a long wait is magical.
The sense of satisfaction out of such a small matter is GREAT.
How would it feel if I waited for something GREAT?????
Like................... :P
In the 1st hour of december........
I was still a girl happily drenched in hope of meeting her love....
e kiTe becAme aN eagLe... an eagle who prefer hiS olD careFree liFe... a soloist in liFe...
Now........ The eaGle looKs familiAr yet unFAmiliaR.... thE feelinG of beinG drenChed in hopE is loSt... HoPe evApoRated with tiMe.... the smiLeS stiLL stAy, thE lauGhtEr stiLL hearD... aLL froZeN frOm a yeaR agO to coVeR thE emptinEss anD miSSinG HopE. |
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